This whole month i've been overthinking every little thing. What should I do next? What’s the next step? What do I really want? And because i kept spiraling about it, I ended up doing nothing. I felt so stuck.
So i started asking myself.... what’s one small thing that my future self would do? what’s one small thing that- that person would do differently than i do now? And that's when things started to flow again. I realize that the things i overthink about- are recycled. Same ideas, same things, spinning around in my head, keeping me stuck. I've also noticed that the things i've been thinking lately- it came from other people. Things that people have said.
I've been surrounding myself with people who level up pretty quickly, the way they live is like- go go go annnd.... somewhere along the way, i felt stressed. I felt like if i didn't level up like them, i will be left behind. Like of course i want to level up and be the best version myself but i need to do it at my own pace.
And when i ask myself what’s one small thing that my future self would do? what’s one small thing that- that person would do differently than i do now is that... she won't stress or overthink. And that's when things started to move again. It's like the wheels are turning. And i begin to feel okay again with where i'm at in life.
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